I sometimes feel like the crux of the human condition can be described as, "the ability in most situations to know what you should be doing as well as the capacity to ignore that knowledge." This tune is about the struggle to better oneself and to find oneself.
Ultimately, the blemishes and the imperfections in your life are what make you who you are. If you did not take the rough and mishap-filled road that brought you here, you'd be someone else. But you didn't and you're not. So embrace who you are and strive just to be.
lyrics
[Capo 4nd Fret] [Intro] C
[Verse 1]
C Am G F C
The gulf between intentions, actions and outcome brings me down
C Am G F C
the gulf between my intentions, my actions and the outcomes bring me down
G F C
it's not as if I’m unfamiliar with the correlation 'tween the three of them
G
when it’s garbage that I’m puttin in
F C
what comes out should come as no surprise
[Chorus 1]
G F C
oh but here I am // Here I am // Once again
G F C
Here I am // Against my better judgement // Here I am
[Verse 2]
C Am G F C
Here I am, wide awake at 3:05 on a school night
C Am G F C
3:25 and yet I must be up for work in a few
G F C
it's not as if I am unfamiliar with the notion of a solid 8
G F C
yet here I sit, many hours after it had started getting late
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
E7 F C G E7 F C G
Our curse is to always know // The right choice but to often go
E7 F C G E7 F C G Am
To a place where everything else // Seems like a more attractive option
[Verse3]
C Am G F C
That gulf that brings you down is where your humanity resides
C Am G F C
Blemishes and imperfections scars on a leathery hide
G F C
And if you erase the folly and the misteps that have brought you this far
G F C
You would be someone else completely now you would not be who you are
[Chorus out]
G F C
Oh but clearly you are, yes you are, who you are
G F C
Only one road would bring you here
(quiet) G F C (loud)
So embrace, embrace, who who you are
(quiet) G F C (loud)
Yes embrace, embrace, who you are
G F C
And Strive to be
G F C
Yeah just strive to be
credits
from Covert Overtures,
released December 17, 2020
Mastering Engineer: Jonathan Kirchner
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